I think I've figured out the reason I feel so out of sorts lately.
After getting through treatment for a deadly disease, I feel the need to do something great. But I can't figure out what that something should be.
Is this about advancing my career? Writing a book? Writing a screenplay for the movie/sitcom/next big thing my friends and I talk about?
Is it about letting go of some of this career stuff and refocusing who I am as a parent?
Is it about attaining the goal of running my first half-marathon? If so, what happens after that?
Or is it about doing something I haven't thought of yet, but which will seem like the obvious choice once I realize what that something is?
As much as I realize I have to figure this out for myself, part of me wants someone else to make the decision for me.
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