|On my way to cross the threshold. © kittelberg writes|
I stole that headline from my friend Lynn. If I say that right away, it's not really stealing, right?
At 7:40 this morning, I turned 40.
Does kancer make a difference?
I'm not sure how much the whole cancer thing has influenced my vision of 40. Honestly, I didn't really care that much when I turned 30. The last time I cared about the number on my ID was when I turned 25. And then, it was only because everyone kept reminding me I was a quarter of a century old.
The cancer has certainly made me care less about other things that would have once driven the younger me nuts.
At one time, the fact that I couldn't take the days off around my birthday would have made me unbearable to be around. But this year? There's a big deadline at work that happens to fall on August 8. No big deal.
Friends who I thought would join the weekend celebration at a cabin on Pitt Lake didn't come. Only meant there was actually comfortable sleeping space for everyone, so you know what? No big deal.
And the friends who could make it made the weekend unforgettable.
Moonrise brings a new year
As we were being devoured by mosquitoes the last night at the cabin, we watched the moonrise. This is something I've never done before, not because I wasn't awake for it. Rather, I either didn't care, or was too busy partying. Perhaps I've seen double-moons at times. It's hard to say.
It was amazing to first see the light, then the moon peek out a bit at a time. In minutes, there it was, a glowing egg, perfectly reflected in the lake. All this happening to the background of my crazy friends laughing at at a combination of old jokes, and new ones ("Terri, I want an apple. Peel it!")
Lynn has right. We have crossed the threshold of awesome. And there is only more to come. Bring it on, 40.